Enlightenment

Enlightenment - wisdom or understanding enabling clarity of perception. However, the English word covers two concepts which can be quite distinct: religious or spiritual enlightenment and secular or intellectual enlightenment. This can cause confusion, since those who claim intellectual enlightenment often reject spiritual concepts altogether.

I'm searching the best way to describe my own ways either from my actions to my own inner feelings without others to feel sorry or anything that could make them annoyed from this word. though its complicated enough, Ive tried to understand it.Although i haven't have any answers yet.hahahah

My life wasn't that good or cool for someone like me. I was born in a difficult way. Not that easy as life everyone knows about. Parents got themselves shouting each other mostly everyday more than 10 years in my life growing up. And they separated just a few years ago. Sad but i cant fight their decision.My mom told me to go on. She told me to be brave and never loses hope. Create my own happy future and build a more happy family ahead. As for my mom, i will try my very best to as her wish. If its the last thing i could do for her, I'd do with everything i can.

As for that, i followed my path, come to KK and do all my best i ever had in my life. Bad things and would worsen my life and hope, i just set it aside not allowing them to come near before me. i would let myself be triggered with all sort of entertainment that can put me down before my family and others.Gaming lain la..cannot oh..my mom also knows I'm a gamers..hahahaha.

Ive been through worse condition but i rather not to let it out for its the past and i wouldn't want my past to eat me up in the present n in the coming future.

Gettin tired lorr....im outta here.....sambung lg lain kali...huahuahua...^^v peace, G'Nyte